U I need you forever

The (legendary) Jocelyn Luff donated this to the cause. She handed it to me during a panel at a festival, like you would secret documents, so i forget where she said she found it. It is obviously ripped, the text i can make out reads:
"....to kill myself that.... U I need you forever....never leave you O.K. + I.......hope you understand what i am.....(b)een there. P.S. will sort this tool....with all my heart and soul."